Love is a growing craving

Love is a craving

It is the warmth in your heart

When you see her smile

It is the feeling of incomparable defeat

When you feel as though you have disappointed

It is the desire to be with her for everything

When no-one else is good enough anymore

It is the colour in your life

When the world that was once sepia becomes vibrant shades

It is the feeling of being complete

When you know she's also feeling this craving


"Yes, pigs like any animal can be agressive. They are big. They have teeth, and hoves and simple body mass. To keep them gentle, interact with them in a positive manner from the start. Tame them. Get them used to thinking of you in a positive frame. But never let them think they are boss. You must be the boss, the alpha, the leader. Any overly agressive animals should simply be eaten. You want to cull the herd of any who are nasty. That must be a firm rule – Be nice or be dinner."

That quote is so describing who I want to be that it's not even funny.

What kind of guy runs a farm where he can grow pigs and eat them in time for Christmas dinner?

The guy who wants to be an awesome chef and cook the best things ever.

Its decided.

I am for sure going for culinary school. There are no more doubts in my mind. I will make the best food ever to please my Vi.


Must make best food for Vi..

Tilapia farming. They only need running water for exercise. Make them strong by training them hard and running their water at intervals of 1 day sprint 1 day rest. Feed them quality food.


Pig farming. This is more intense but taking care of a pig from a baby can change completely the quality of the meat. Keeping a pig well taken care of for 8 months is a very easy task once funds are easily accessed.

(This is much later on)

Growing and taking care of a pear tree with healthy fertilizer and proper nutrition. Then harvesting
the really good pear and grinding up the seeds for added seasoning on my fish.
Store bought will probably be fine for now.

Bouillon I need to do more. It seems like a hassle but its not. You can keep liquid bouillon in the fridge forever.

growing own herbs and spices are easy and a must. That shit is required, don't skimp on that when you start cooking well man.
Remember what you learned... herb plants require 6 hours of sunlight each day and not be too hot in the afternoons. That means planting a fan at them during summer.


One of the biggest reasons plants die is because water gets stagnant at the bottom and it kills the plant. Drain thorougly, you don't want that dirty water rot the crap out of your roots. It was during this moment that I realized that the words 'Rot and Root' are one letter apart.

6 to 8 inches in height before touching those bad-boys and take only a quarter at a time or you'll kill it bro. Don't cut again until it's healed completely back to when you cut it. That stuff needs time, dont kill your plant bro.

So these are just some few things that I can do to make proper quality foods that is deserving of my Vi, just make sure to never forget what drives you and ... Be nice  or Be dinner.

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went to the Christmas Market on a whim. yes i realize it's november and for the people who have hardcore decorations and lights on... man.. u guys r insane. 

we went on the carousel CAUSE WHY NOT and it was all fun and stuff. YE BOI

we also did the whole cheesy thing of going to the photobooth to take pics. mostly cause we have very few pics of us together since we refuse to do stupid "selfies"

most ppl hate christmas music, i think a lot of is actually quite enjoyable to listen to. also while visiting my s/o's house, they had lobster. and i've never seen a lobster this big

TADAAA. lobster. ok i dont understand. this thing is cooked but it has elastics on its claws still. im just gonna pretend i didnt notice that.

The Other World Part 3

  Feeling lonely, Entity looked up but found nothing.  Still pitch black, Entity strained to see anything, anything at all.  Time has passed, how much? None know in this swirling abyss.  Finally arriving on the next area, the entity is hopeful.  Some flickering lights still exist, but so many were wiped out.  Darkness so evil, so greedy, wanting more and more.  Even now, trails of smoke latched onto the surviving lifeforms.  One of the sparks reached out to Entity, a purple one.  Suddenly it grew to a lingering form, swaying this and that as if unsure.  Entity moves back, confused, speculative... but unafraid.  Is this the one? Before the entity realized what was going on, the purple form had infused itself with the entity's purple guardians. 

  It is the one then.  the one that left the purple to guard me so long ago. I have been searching so long for you I almost forgot. 

The purple and blue souls dance together, intertwining and forming new shades. Such joy had not been witnessed since the Darkness.  The other lights shined brighter in response... but some also fell to Darkness.

Funky Winker Beans

My friend is in a band called Opus Arise, and she invited us to their performance at Funky Winker Beans.  When you walk in, you're greeted by loud metal / rock.  It was pretty dark and still early, so we decided to go grab a bite before returning to the club. Unfortunately, Funky Winker Beans did not serve food so we went right next door. 

while we were eating, my other friend texted me so I invited him to come join us.  We told him to head on in first since we were almost done eating. Upon seeing him, I feel like that was one of the most "emo" things I've ever witnessed. When we entered, he was in a corner sitting by himself and staring off into space... all this with metal playing in the background.  


so we chatted n hung out for a bit until Opus Arise performed

My absolute favourite part about metal is the double bass. Drumming takes so much stamina in this genre. HEADBANG

Dec 6 is their next performance. I will update the whereabouts if you're in Vancouver and would like to come!


Hey guys

So I will be startin culinary school next year with Ren 
We will probably blog about it and I will definitely share yummy pics. updates will come soon about fud.


nice to be back. cool refreshin air :D

I wasn't able to upload this so sorry about a late Halloween thing

but here's the first pumpkin Ren and I carved together!


Maplestory and stuff

So. Started maplestory cuz s/o 
and it's pretty fun i guess
not a high skill level cap is only downside (compared to hard pvp)


s/o gave me a tiger. doesnt it look awesome?
cause. cause. it's like super rare and. badass.


ye boi

also DARGONS. need em pets to loot stuff. and buff

another awesome feature is class mounts!
I'm playin a mercedes cause i like to do the pew pew
and apparently they come with....
are u ready?
drum roll pls.


TADAAA that's the lvl 50 version. i will post the lvl 70 version soon. (difference is lvl 70 one can fly!)

look at that pretty flower
maplestory life

signed Vi