alright so march 30th confirmmmmmeed

woooo accepted.

will update on food. yumyum. 
1 year program - culniary + baking & pastry

tbh right now im most excited for the gear. YAY KNIVES

this reminds me of a pic i took in skyrim.

we shall feast!
sometimes i feel like
i should jus get up and leave

wish you could afk from life 

but u cant

or pause it

like a game
but u cant

but i guess i can do certain things
like grab a coat and just go outside

even if it means freezin for 2+ hours or god knows how long

jus to get away

but the pain is still there see

and I dont know how to stop that.